For everything there is always a reason. What about love? Does it need a reason to? well Boyzone once said “don’t love me for fun girl, let me be the one girl, love me for a reason, let the reason be loved’
well boyzone got a point here, maybe we all already heard the term unconditional love, i think there’s no such thing existed, there must be a reason or two entail behind. Love is one of those absurd things with no real existence but with a very real experience of feeling… thats why when love comes, they always say that ‘love is in the air’
Under normal circumstances, one must find something attracting and/or interesting in other so that might give the impulse to feel something different in the air, i call this love.
(Find a Reason) –> (Shiver inside) –> (accumulating love) –> (loving someone)
well that was in the case under a normal circumstances…
right now, i feel love differently, i fall for that special someone, without ever able to testify for what reason. look i meet this someone on a chatroom, while i was having nothing to do, and i expected nothing back then from the chatroom, it was just for killing my time.
This special someone brought me over to neverland… yes it is, because right up til now, this special someone hasnt becoming any more real to me…
we just message and call each other every now and then, but what i feel is real, i feel love, and it grows…
this is not a normal circumstances… and it makes me think again.. am i crazy??? maybe i dream too much, but everytime we had a conversation, i feel like i want to touch and love..
thats why i want define the liabilities of this feeling that bothering me so much these days…
i know i know it sounds silly to fall for someone that you never seen before. but this special someone kept my curiosity high, and kept me doing silly things that i never done before for someone else…
in short, maybe this is what a feel
(found this special someone) –> (loving this one) –> (accumulating love) –> (try to fulfill my curiosity) –> (defining new liabilities) –> (to keep loving/might consider leaving)
hahahaha… maybe this one sounds more logic…
but yes i’m crazy for this one….
it’s just the way this special someone makes me feel… hehehe it reminds me of step’s song…
“its the way you make me feel, spinning my world around, tell me how can i walk away, i don’t care what they say, i’m loving you anyway”
yes yes…
and i really want to see the face of this special someone… 
i found a very representing songs for this situation, maroon 5 feat. rihanna – if i never see your face again
Sometimes you move so well
It’s hard not to give in
I’m lost, I can’t tell
Where you end and I begin
It makes me burn to learn
You’re with another man
I wonder if he’s half
The lover that I am
Now you’ve gone somewhere else
Far away
I don’t know if I will find you (find you, find you)
But you feel my breath
On your neck
Can’t believe I’m right behind you (right behind you)
‘Cause you keep me coming back for more
And I feel a little better than I did before
And if I never see your face again
I don’t mind
‘Cause we gone much further than I thought we’d get tonight
Baby, baby
Please believe me
Find it in your heart to reach me
Promise not to leave me behind
(Promise not to leave me behind)
Take me down, but take it easy
Make me think but don’t deceive me
Talk to me bout taking your time
(Talk to me, talk to me)
last time we have a conversation, we reached an agreement.. i promise that i’ll never try to find out this one’s identity by any means, in return this special someone promise me to never leave me behind…
i’ll take this weird relations real sweet, low and slow.. cause i dont ever want to lose this special someone
June 7th 2008.
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