until we meet again, my friend!

Dear my friend,
Even though it will probably take you only five minutes to read this, it took me a long time to write it, and it took us almost four years to made it.

I hope you don’t see this as an attack on you, it’s not. Forgive me for my anger, I had to get it out and burn it up, so that I can be rid of it. Cause i feel like i’m losing you and missing you. You was the first friend i had in Surabaya,  i don;t know what life would be if you’re not my friend.

I know you didn’t have any means to leave us here, i know that you can’t undo that, and i know we’re not supposed to be sorry.

This is a letter to you, but not for you, it’s for me. It’s just a part of the work that I needed to do, so that I can get on with my life.

Good-bye.
Good-bye stand-up-for-love
Good-bye commenting every other person to make us feel better
Good-bye frustration, wondering, waiting, never knowing.
Good-bye foolish wishes and dreams.
Good-bye annoyance, by me, whether or not I had it coming.
Good-bye being manipulated because I allowed myself to be.
Good-bye feeling worthless, no matter what I did. and no matter what your advice is
Good-bye fear of what you’d do next.
Which reminds me,
Good-bye to your invitation to stayed up late til morning light,

I wish you the best

Hmmm… let me rephrase…. MAY ALL THE GOODBYEs in this letter replaced by UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, MY FRIEND! until we meet again, robin!

erry’s top 27 chaRt (1 July 2008)

aaargghhh, i’m late again this week… but here it is this week’s top27 chart.

1. (-) Pork and Beans – Weezer
2. (3) If I Never See Your Face Again (feat. Rihanna) – Maroon 5
3. (5) Viva La Vida – Coldplay
4. (8 ) Forever – Chris Brown
5. (7) I Kissed a Girl – Katy Perry
6. (10) Labels or Love – Fergie
7. (12) Bye Bye – Mariah Carey
8. (2) Sweet and Low – Augustana
9. (14) Check Yes Juliette – We the Kings
10. (4) Dear God – Avenged Sevenfold
11. (17) This is Home – Switchfoot
12. (18 ) When I Grow Up – Pussycat Dolls
13. (6) No Air (feat. Chris Brown) _ jordin Sparks
14. (9) Car Crash – Matt Nathanson
15. (-) Heartbreak Make Me a Dancer – Sophie Ellis Bextor
16. (19) Summertime – New Kids on the Block
17. (20) She Said – the DEY
18. (13) Like You’ll Never See Me Again – Alicia Keys
19. (24) That’s Not My Name – The Ting Tings
20. (26) Just for Tonight – One Night Only
21. (25) The Call – Regina Spektor
22. (23) In Love With a Girl – Gavin de Graw
23. (SounDebut) Denial – Sugababes
24. (SounDebut) Ten Thousands Night – Alphabeat
25. (SounDebut) Cry For You – September
26. (21) Lucky (feat. Colbie Caillat) – Jason Mraz
27. (22) Mercy – Duffy

UnderChart:

1. Here I Am – Leona Lewis
2. They Say – Scars on Broadway
3. Delayed Devotion – Duffy
4. Singin in the Rain – Mint Royale

This week’s number 1 is still -WEEZER-, salute pour cuomo…. I just loved this song… Well, will weezer keep this up til next week… we’ll see

This week’s soundebuts are:

• DeniaL – SugababeS –> yes i know, maybe this one is not that new, but i’m sorry i just happen to realized that this song is great just recently… hehehehe… and i cant help not to put it up on my chart! and, well who can resists this babes..
• Ten Thousands Nights – Alphabeat –> I Really LIKE THIS BAND! THIS BAND WILL BE ONE OF MY FAVOURITES….. nice songs, nice lyrics, nice musics, nice album! ALPHABEAT!!!! let the beat guide you through the day!
• Cry For You – September –> another catchy tunes comes from a lady! I like her voice, strong and easy! but please dont cry for me if you’re about to leave me, september!

MY FAVORITE SONG THIS WEEK IS

check yes juliette – we the kings –> i love the refrain, and the guitar strums on the verse