Dear my friend,
Even though it will probably take you only five minutes to read this, it took me a long time to write it, and it took us almost four years to made it.

I hope you don’t see this as an attack on you, it’s not. Forgive me for my anger, I had to get it out and burn it up, so that I can be rid of it. Cause i feel like i’m losing you and missing you. You was the first friend i had in Surabaya,  i don;t know what life would be if you’re not my friend.

I know you didn’t have any means to leave us here, i know that you can’t undo that, and i know we’re not supposed to be sorry.

This is a letter to you, but not for you, it’s for me. It’s just a part of the work that I needed to do, so that I can get on with my life.

Good-bye.
Good-bye stand-up-for-love
Good-bye commenting every other person to make us feel better
Good-bye frustration, wondering, waiting, never knowing.
Good-bye foolish wishes and dreams.
Good-bye annoyance, by me, whether or not I had it coming.
Good-bye being manipulated because I allowed myself to be.
Good-bye feeling worthless, no matter what I did. and no matter what your advice is
Good-bye fear of what you’d do next.
Which reminds me,
Good-bye to your invitation to stayed up late til morning light,

I wish you the best

Hmmm… let me rephrase…. MAY ALL THE GOODBYEs in this letter replaced by UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, MY FRIEND! until we meet again, robin!